Having some suicidal ideation today. Very unusual. I haven't had that happen in years. Trying to survive breast cancer doesn't allow time for thoughts of intentionally dying. Friends please note: I will not check out. Thinking does not equal doing.Still all quiet on the home front. I pointed out that Hubby lacks initiative. I won't apologize for saying it and I won't retract it. He sees the world from his own limited point of view and believes that failing to seek employment every day, not doing any housework, not doing any yard work, not doing laundry, not cooking does not constitute lack of initiative. Hence, he feels quite justified in the silent treatment. He clearly doesn't remember who he's married to.
I'm still buried in paperwork. It turns out that the client for whom much of the paperwork is being done may be going belly up. Crazy Land employment would then be in jeopardy.
Hmmm....can't imagine why I'm down.
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Oh dear, this post is ringing strangely familiar. I'm sorry to hear you're in the midst of this. I remember my exact words to my husband that finally, finally got him to look for a job...but it took months, no years, to get him to do it and I said some fairly nasty albeit truthful things to him. I have never ever felt so powerless in my life. Hang in there - if we got through it I know that you will too. jk
we are so sorry you go through hell let alone hubby hell also :(
I'm missing your posts and hoping that you are AOK. jk
I am missing you too. Maye you went back to Houston?
Take Care.
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