Just a brief update today. There's even more madness than usual at Crazy Land. Our bank was bought out by Citigroup, thus flipping Owner out. One of our biggest clients is probably going to file for bankruptcy within the next several months. They owe us a huge amount of money. Both Bags and Owner believe that we'll never receive any of it and that will spell the end of Crazy Land. I'm attempting to maintain some shred of serenity. This is where the gift of breast cancer really helps. The question to ask is, "Can I control anything in this situation?" If the answer is no, then I have to let go of worry and obsession. I had to ask myself that question about 20 times yesterday to regain my sanity. I did yoga when I got home and felt much better. I see a lot of yoga in my future.
On my own personal crazy front, my therapist and I will see each other once a month. As long as I have this job, I can afford that much at least. It's so incredibly predictable that all hell would break loose within days of being, essentially, on my own. On the other hand, as we all know, I can survive anything. Sometimes you have to ask yourself, though, whether that's such a good thing.
Tomorrow is the beginning of Breast Cancer Awareness Month. I'll be posting breast cancer information all this month.
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